SAMANTHA KUSARI
An entry in the Crocodile Prize
PNG Government Award for Short Stories
THE weary fuzzy haired girl, somewhere around the age of fifteen, stood on the busy pavement. Although she tried to hide the pain she had run away from, she was clearly troubled.
She tried to force a smile at people but the word ‘miserable’ seemed to be written in bold capitals across her face.
To her right a blue and red fence was overshadowed by a huge billboard with a picture of a beautiful woman smiling. She had a phone in one handand was happy and free. At the top of the billboard were the words: ‘DIGICEL, THE BIGGER BETTER NETWORK’.
To the girl’s left was the skeleton of a large building covered with small bushes blackened by smoke ash. A few decrepit walls propped up a rusty roof. It had been burned down and left decaying for years.
She looked again at the people. It seemed everyone had something to do and somewhere to go except her. Vehicles of all kinds buzzed along the road. She decided to rest her weary feet and aching back. She sat on an old tyre and cupped her face in her palms. The cold afternoon wind was getting at her.
A woman walked past carrying a child with two little children trailing behind. It reminded her of her younger siblings back home, and she thought of her mother. Her heart ached! She wondered what her mother was doing and how things were going back home.
She hated these thoughts but they kept returning to her mind. How the irate men would yell her name, then call for anyone who might be harbouring her to bring her forward. Tears formed in her eyes. She brushed them aside and reminded herself to be brave.
She was startled by two young boys approaching from behind. They had showered in a long time and their teeth, clothes and shoes were stained with buai spittle.
“Hei, yu no sapos lo sidaun lo hia,”(Hey, you’re not supposed to sit here) one of them exclaimed boys. “Yu ridim disla sain tu?,” (Did you read the notice?). He pointed to a small wooden board nailed to a tree. The words were written in red ink: ‘TAMBU TRU LO SIDAUN LONG OL TAIA, SPOT FAIN K20’.
She stood up swiftly. “Aiyo sori tru,” (I’m so sorry) she blurted shakily. “Mi lustintin osem i tambu lo sidaun lo hia” (I forgot it’s forbidden to sit here).
“Yu mas peim moni nau,” (You have to pay money now) demanded the other boy. “Yu wokim ron pinis. Yu save osem tambu lo sidaun lo hia na yu kam sidaun yet”(You’ve done wrong. You know it’s wrong to sit here but you did it anyway).
“Aiyo, plis me save osem mi ron tasol me nogat moni lo peim ya,” (Oh please, I know I’m wrong but I don’t have any money), she said shakily. The boys reminded her of the last confrontation she had with her uncles in the village before she ran away. Her heart cried.
A small group of people had gathered around the three of them. She wished the ground could open and swallow her. The two boys continued to pester her for money.
“Sapos yu no peim moni ba mipla go lokim yu lo polis stesen,” (If you don’t pay any money, we’ll lock you up at the police station), the first boy threatened.
She was terrified at the word ‘police’. Police and anything to do with police horrified her.
“Sapos yu nogat K20 OK K10 kam,” (If you don’t have K20 then give us K10) insisted the boy.
She had K60 inside the bilum but K10 was too much to give away. She looked around. She could not run away this time. She did not know where to go.
“Sista em ol laikim moni na tok ya, sapos yu gat wanpla two kina stap yu givim ol na ol bai larim yu go,” (Sister, they are after money, if you have a two kina give it to them and they’ll leave you alone), said a young lady who looked friendly and spoke with confidence. She could trust this lady.
She reached into her bilum and pulled out a two kina note.
“Em tasol mi gat ya,” (This is all I have), she said as she handed the note to the boys.
“K2 em liklik moni tumas, edim K3 antap na givim mipla K5,” (K2 is a small amount, add K3 more and give us K5) the other boy retorted. All of a sudden a hand reached out and pulled the K2 note from her. It was the same young lady.
“Em moni ya, yutla laikim hamas?” (This is money, how much do you want?), the young lady shouted and threw the K2 note at the boys. They caught the note.
“Neks taim yu noken kam sidaun ken lo hia, mipla ketsim yu ken bai u go lo sel stret,” (Next time don’t you come and sit here, if we happen to see you again you will be locked up in the cell), the boys warned.
She quietly slipped through the small crowd that had gathered around. She looked to thank her the lady but she was gone. Her stomach growling from hunger, she walked across the road to a small hauskai and bought a pie and a can of Coke. She was scared to walk outside after the incident. She chose a spot right at the corner and sat to eat.
Evening was approaching. She had to look for a place to sleep for the night. C’mon think, think, think, she told herself.
She was startled by a security guard who walked in asking the last customers to be quick as the hauskai was closing soon. The guard stared at her. She felt nervous.
“Bosmeri, yu orait ah?” (Lady, are you okay?), he asked as she walked out.
“Yes, mi orait,” she replied without looking at him. The guard mumbled something but she.
She tried to cross over the road but cars kept speeding by. Men popped theirs heads of the car and mocked her. Can men mind their own business for once, she thought bitterly. Finally the road was free and she crossed.
She now had a place in mind where she could sleep for the night. She pretended to be busy like everybody else. She walked in and out of shops to pass the time.
Around six everyone was gone. Only a few people were standing around the bus stop area waiting for the last buses home.
An elderly man approached her from the footpath. “Yu weitim bus?” (You waiting for the bus?)he asked gently.
“Uh uh……. yea… but luk osem nogat planti bus ron, haus blo me clostu tasol so ba mi wokabaut,” (Yes but looks like there’s not many buses, my house is just close by so I should walk) she uttered with a forced smile and walked away.
She crossed over the road back towards the burned out building. She turned and looked towards the bus stop. A bus had arrived and the remaining passengers were hopping on.
She waited for the bus to take off and watched as the boss crew shut the door and the driver set off. She pretended to walk fast as the bus loaded with passengers sped past. Again she looked back to the bus stop. There was nothing there expect the empty plastic containers and papers whirling in the wind.
She looked to the right and then to the left. No people. She crept into the burned building, promising to wake before 6am so she could get outside before anyone noticed she had slept there. She used her bilum as a pillow and dozed off.
A tall figure stood at her foot. She gazed up and saw her uncle. As usual he had his axe in one hand. His face was swollen with anger.
“So here you are,” her uncle thundered. “You ran away from your obligations. You have brought shame upon your family. Everyone is talking about you. We’re all ashamed for your action. You have defied the traditions and rules of your society.”
“Uncle, please let me explain,” she begged.
“Explain what?” retorted her uncle. “You’re a stupid girl. I don’t want to listen to your crap.”
“No, no, no please,” she cried. “Look uncle, I can’t marry Tio. He is old enough to be my grandfather and besides he already has three wives and kids and even grand…...”
“Shut up, you useless girl!” he cut her off before she could complete her sentence. “You’re such a disgrace to the family and you know the consequences of your action.”
“For disobeying your uncles, for defying the rules of society, for dishonouring your family by running away, for bringing embarrassment to your family and clan, this is what you get and hope you make peace with your father in his graveyard,” her uncle screamed into her face as he lifted the axe to chop her neck.
“Noooooooo……ooooooo!” she screamed her lungs out as she ducked her head down and raised her hand to shield herself from the axe’s hungry blade.
She woke up screaming. What a terrible dream! It seemed so real. She sat up and wiped her face with a small handkerchief. It was clear outside. She had to get out before anyone saw her.
She changed into the clean clothes she had packed in her bilum and crept out of the building. The street was still quiet. The shops were not open. A few commuters were passing by. She felt hungry but had to wait for the stores to open.
She decided to go to a different store to avoid the mean guard. She bought a packet of biscuits and a bottle of water. This time she was very careful where she sat. She saw people sitting on a lawn near the post office. She walked across and sat under a tree. She thought hard about her dream. She shivered.
She ate her biscuit slowly. The dream troubled her. If her uncle really came looking for her, he would not have trouble finding her for he knew the town well. She decided the best thing to do was report to the police station. She had been made aware at school that such matters must be reported.
She could not sleep in that burned down building for forever. She knew she should report the matter to the police but she was scared just by the sight of policemen.
Finally she gathered courage and walked toward the police station. She was not sure where to go and who to talk to, so stood beside an old truck and watched people walking in and out. She watched as a young woman with blood over her face was brought in. A woman standing next to her said the lady got into a fight with the husband’s first wife.
She nodded at the woman but was not paying attention to what she was saying. She seemed friendly. She felt she could talk to her. Something in her was urging her to speak but she lacked the guts.
“Yu orait ah? Yu kam lo sampla samting?” (Are you okay? Are you here for something?) the woman asked her.
She looked into the woman’s eyes. Speak up please, speak up, she urged herself. She opened her mouth and was about to utter the first words when another lady called out to the woman. The woman excused herself and walked away. She watched as they walked out of the police station together and disappeared around the corner.
She had missed her chance. She was on the verge of breaking into tears when a police officer walked past.
“Excuse me sir,” she murmured. She did not know what to say next but she had captured his attention.
“Yes, yu tok” (Yes, what’s the matter), the officer replied. He was a huge big bellied guy, neatly shaved but with hairs sticking out of his nostrils and a square hair-cut. Typical policeman, she thought.
Within minutes she had spilled out the painful story. She felt a little relieved. The officer told her the police vehicle was out on duty so they should wait. She waited for an hour, scared to walk around so she found a shady spot to/ sit.
Finally the vehicle arrived and soon she was inside with three officers on their way to the place she swore she would never return to. Her heart beat faster as the vehicle sped along the pot holed road. What would be her family’s reaction? What would people think of her?
She did not like the look of the other two officers. They winked at her and grinned a lot. She did not trust them. She tried as much as possible to avoid their glances and kept her eyes looking through the window.
There was a carton of beer under the seat. The officers were joking, using some sort of slang language she could not understand, and they roared with laughter.
They arrived at a junction and the driver took a left turn. Oh no! She thought. This is a wrong turn. She remembered clearly the road they drove on when she travelled by PMV.
“Bosman, disla em ino rot igo lo ples,” (Boss, this is not the right road to the village) she said to the officer next to her.
“Noken wari, mipla go kisim sampla samtin tsol lo hap na ba kam bek,” (Don’t worry, we’ll just go get something from there and come back) replied the officer.
The officers continued on with their jokes and laughed. She watched from the side of her eyes as each of them opened the beer cans and dunked it like cold water. Her heart was beating even faster. She could sense something was not right. She uttered a silent prayer and moved closer to the door. She could see it was not locked.
She waited for the vehicle to slow down. The officers were busy drinking, smoking and joking. The other officer noticed she was moving closer to the door and moved towards her. At this point, the vehicle slowed down for a pothole.
“Spidim ya!” (Speed up!) the officer yelled to the driver. She reached for the door and pushed it hard. She could feel the officer’s hand as he tried to grab her. She managed to free herself from his grip.
“Heeeelllllllllppppppp,” she screamed at the top of her lungs as she jumped out of the vehicle. She landed on the road.
When she awoke, a handsome guy dressed in white stood smiling at her. She felt numb all over. Her head and part of her face were bandaged. She could not move her feet and hands. She felt glued to the bed.
“Don’t try to move, just keep calm,” the doctor spoke gently as he wrote something in a small notebook he was holding.